crush, pt. V

not 'V' like the bad 1980's sci-fi, or the current bad Wachoviadaskfafdilaaaidl;lia's brothers' sci-fi.

But the aftermath. Which actually, come to think of it, the long-term's been on here. The real, 2 hours to 2 weeks afterwards of why I've fucked up, will be here. That's the real James Frey 'honest-to-god, real-no-blemishes-hidden-truth'. That should be here.

Enough 'truthiness' cynicism aside, I should put it here. Just in case one. Or something. Don't want to seem as cynical and bitter as JT.